In order to figure out what my purpose is in this life, it suddenly dawned on me that the feelings, and thoughts I keep inside could hold the answers I so desperately wish to find. The only question now is how to fish them out. How does one begin to develop self worth? How does one begin to develop into a better if not the best version of themselves? I’m looking forward to finding a way of conditioning myself to think, nay to know that I am worth something.
I am hoping by documenting and experimenting throughout this lifetime journey, I will be able to become the person I’ve always dreamed of becoming, and maybe along way I’ll be able to help some people develop themselves too.
Internal Dialogue: “what kind of bait should I use? Maybe I shouldn’t do this at all? Maybe no one will like this blog and no one will read it, therefore no one will share, therefore it will die before it even began. AHG!”
Those thoughts just rushed through my head as I was trying to figure out my next sentence. Currently the self opinion of my being on this Tera, is very limited. That is a very sad thing to happen to anyone, and I know I’m not the only one who doesn’t think highly of themselves or don’t value their own importance. With billions of people on the planet, I simply cannot be the only one. So I think there is an audience out there, just waiting for this to kick off.