Today is a shit filled day. I hate being around people when I’m dealing with something internally. I feel that cheat myself out of grossing time because I try to push my pain down, and be there for others, never dealing with my own pain. I hate being around people that only care about themselves. One would think the ideological thing to do if someone puts you before them is to do the same for the other person. Treat others as you would like to be treated. If one treats one badly, one cannot play the victim if said action or act or words are thus driven back. One cannot be ashamed of ones emotions, nor be afraid to be portray them, but sometimes there are those that seek to do just that. They are our families, our friends, our coworkers, our loved ones.