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What is Truth? Is it real? Should it always be forgiven?

It’s difficult to measure emotion vs logic in extremely emotional tense situations. Where is the line between over reacting to reacting just right? Is there some invisible way of noting how I shouldn’t and should feel?

Let’s say I feel like my heart is broken. Which it is at the moment but let’s just say it’s a hypothetical, in the spirit of maintaining calmness while drowning under an extremely difficult choice. That choice will not be mentioned in this post, it will remain a mystery, do with it what you will.

Receiving unpleasant news is never a comfortable moment, nor do I wish to be comforted after the fact, especially from the mail man. Many times I find myself going numb on the inside, because it’s easier to feel nothing than to risk feeling hurt. Right now, I am numb. Not a clue as to which side will emerge. Depressed, sad and vengeance seeker or just mellow. The cycle of negative thoughts continues to rampage, but my soul is quiet 🤫 it’s asleep. It can’t be bothered. It can’t be helped. It is what it is, things are as they are, and will always be as they should be.

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